The sibling and family decided to leave the country and started the process. Since my parents are not on board with the idea, they are going to tell them at the last min. This scares me. The thought of my extremely clingy/controlling mother finding out that the sibling and family is leaving. The thought of how they will take the news scares me. They are old, this sort of news can be quite devastating.
On the other hand, I'm bound to face her backlash since I will be held accountable for keeping secrets.
Sigh.
Work front is not letting me breathe. I was jobless for a few months and got more than enough freelance gigs that I'm struggling to complete. I don't want to lose any of them, but, there's only so much my mind can do during 24 hours.
Going to be a tough couple of days......the rising lack of fuel/food concerns is not helping to keep my mind steady either....
But, I did find an old Sinhala motivational book that I used to refer to like my Bible. Started reading it daily, seems to be helping.
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