With the complete halting of distribution of fuel to private vehicles, the roads are now deserted. Those who thought things cannot get any worse can actually see how things are getting worse. The crime rate keeps going up, frustration rising and overall the mood is doom and gloom.
With all this going on, I see the occasional posts on FB from people driven by altruism, posts about free transport to hospitals by private vehicle owners, transport to schools etc. Some offer to pay electricity and water bills to those who cannot afford it. The balance of it all makes life a bit more tolerable.
I keep wondering about whether to stay, if I let fear rule, I would want to go. But the thing is, the thought of leaving brings a deep resistance within me. In my experience, when I had to work too hard to get something, it is something bad for me in the long term. All good things in my life came naturally to me, what was meant for me came flowing. I'm starting to notice this pattern. Even when I think about work, opportunities come to me naturally - yes, I work hard after that to deliver. When I try too hard, I don't get opportunities that I want. It's just a pattern in my life that I started noticing, not applicable to everyone.
Even when it comes to people, those that care about me and are meant to stay will stay. I don't have to prove my worth or anything.
Hoping and praying for things to turn around...
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